pixiepo

 I had this dream last night that me and my friends were walking through a temple. It was me, Mike, Devin and Joe. Mike and Devin were fighting. At some point Devin crawled ahead in the vines and Mike slashed his sword through them.Then we kept walking and I turned around and waited for Devin and he never came. Then a woman walked out holding a dead snake. "hes dead" she told me and handed me the snake. I turned around and my friends were gone. I was enraged. I went to the exit of the temple and entered Daisy Randones house. Taylor Hammond was sitting there with a smile offereing me something she made. I ignored her and asked her where Mike w

My heart has been dry the past few days. I think I cried myself out. You're still here but its like I can feel you leaving. I know its not that far but its far enough. I'm worried about seeing you because I know I'm gonna look at you and I'm gonna cry. I know you don't want to go, If I could fix it for you I would. I don't want to say good bye and the thought of never seeing you again is killing me. I'm trying to get used to it but I can't...

I've been so up and down these past couple weeks. I hate feelings. The break up wasnt easy. It was a tough situation. And I didn't want it to happen. So after it did and I heard everyone saying I broke up with her for someone else... That wasn't true. Then theres him. I want to be happy for him I really do but its so hard...And I don't have the one person that understands this the best. I miss him so much I just want him to come home...but hes getting the help he needs so I guess its better now...But Im lonely. And he tries to understand but he has his boyfriend...and then theres that other option. Losing my virginity. To a friend. Woul